Don't go around losing your cool. That stuff's expensive. Stay calm instead. <-my horoscope

funny thing about my horoscope is my dad just gave me a caramel ice blended coffee, so i'm sort of the opposite of calm. my english outlining involved my old favorite tower of power song so i insisted upon singing and dancing while finishing up my 4 pages of notes, but i'm done:)

i'm sort of liking school a lot more right now. it may just be because i'm new, and i know no matter what i take or get i'm coming from Singapore American School (which is supposedly > all other international schools in american type of way which is still yet even > than your average american school. i'm not sure if i believe that, but i'm not saying it hurts) so basically i think of school as more of a learning experience than normal school, especially english. my english teacher sort of facinates me. i just keep hearing he's reallly hard, will kick my bum, and while i'd probably love the hippie next door with constant love and freewriting, i'm glad i got one who will make me feel stupid. the only class i don't feel like this is with math. i was always so good at math, but i've also never been with mathamatical geniuses. i don't like sterotypes, but i'm one of two no asians in my precalc, and i can honestly feel it. it's intimidating like whoa, and i forget simple things because of it. that's a class i care about grades with, but not bad considering it's the only one. schedule wise it's good, because afterwards i will always have a free or go home, so i can chill out and calm my terrified caucasian mind.

i've decided i like hanging out with my parents more than anything at the moment, and it's kind of nice. granted a little different than ellen a year ago, but they're the only ones that are experiencing this with me, the only ones that are as mentally insane as i, and they crack me up. i've always fancied older people over younger. maybe i'll adopt an 85 year old instead of a baby indian girl. hahaha, that would be funny. okay, the coffee still hasn't worn off...i'm talking about raising a senior citizen.

i've always hated shirts and things that say princess. like a lot. like a whole lot. like i think the only other as irritating fashion thing would be animal print. -cringe- but i'm sort of a hipocrite in how happy cinderella things make me. it's cause i'm cinderellen, and it reminds me of me and aaron, which obviously makes me smile a lot (more than ever actually, i'm so in love with that boy). i did my english notes with a cinderella pen and it made my handwriting better (psycological i know, but still) i don't really remember where i was going with this...cinderella is my guilty pleasure i suppose. i have a toothbrush, pen, sachel (who doesn't love that word?), sunglasses, etc. i think i still don't have a point. maybe this was code for i love aaron subtly, but i'm a little to hyper for subtle now.

i need a word for my icon, suggestions? it was origanally a whole picture of my face, but if you stared at it, i looked realllly scary, and my eyes were the best part. i'm not gonna pretend i did it for any kind of deep inner meaning coorelating with the fact that i tend to look at people instead of have experiences with them, but that's a good one i suppose. my hands are getting sweaty, maybe i should start my math papers, quiz tomorrow, woo.